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The End of the Journey?

 Well the day has come for me to end my Spravato journey.  Or at least it appears that way.  I am at least closing this chapter of it. This is not by my choice but by the clinic’s choice as they called me last week to notify me that they would no longer be open on Mondays which are the only days I can receive treatment due to my job.  And even those days are difficult for me.  In all honesty I was only staying on as a crutch of sorts.  I hit remission at month 9 but I felt it was important to continue for monthly maintenance because I was worried about slipping out of remission.  That is why it is called remission and not CURE.  I have been in remission before and it was amazing.  I was able to accomplish so much in terms of my life like losing weight.  Now I also know how hard and quickly you can slip out of remission and I am afraid there will be nothing there to catch me.  Once you stop, your insurance approval wanes and your...